Migraine starts attacking my conscious head whenever i'm looking at the preparation list..
the things for the hantaran, the dais, the bride n groom outfit, cakes and bla..bla..bla.. (n yet has to think to be interviewed by the johor state islamic council officers.. wow... that's quite terrible, i guess!) hahahaa...
So far, alhamdulillah.. everything's done, n going on fine, except for few things which can't be avoided.. which still make me alerts in doing anything up until this moment.. Sometimes, you did something without realizing there are few people whom may @ may not get hurt. Honestly, at some stage, i felt tired.. really, really tired.. Tired of thinking on how to satisfy yourself and everyone you loved?
You have your own interest, desire and your own wedding dream..
How are you going to turn these into a reality without creating any problems?? At some point, there is a mixture of feelings - happy, excited, sad, confuse & even depressed!
Anyhow, whatever happens, i just wanna tell the world how much i love everyone.. myself, family, n career..
That was totally hard to explain! For those whom always there by my side and loved me for who i am, always gave the best advice for me to handle my life --- nothing else i can dedicate except billion of thanks and only Allah knew how much i appreciate it..
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